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I swear if I cry one more time in GOD DAMN SCHOOL

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 12:18 PM


OKAY.

WELL.

SCREW NOT USING D.A. FOR FUCKING RANTS.

AGAIN, AGAIN, AGAIN...I'VE HAD ENOUGH ALREADY! I cried...again...and again...and again...and holy hell I feel like shit and I just want to scream out so loudly and never have to deal with anybody ever again, there's too much drama concerning me that keeps on just choking me off...I DON'T CARE ABOUT MY GRADES, I DON'T CARE ABOUT MYSELF, I JUST WANT TO STOP. STOP. STOP LIVING THIS STUPID ASS TERRIBLE LIFE WHERE EVERYONE IS JUST SO GOD DAMN FULL OF THEMSELVES.

AND THE GUY I'M IN LOVE WITH IS LIKE 6 FEET AWAY FROM ME AND I JUST WANT TO GO UP TO THE KID AND CRY. BAWL MY ASS OFF. MAKE HIM FEEL GOD DAMN SORRY FOR ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING I'VE BEEN THROUGH THANKS TO HIM. HE DOESN'T EVEN REALIZE IT, OH. MY. GOD.

HOLY SHIT I'M SO SICK OF IT ALL. I NEED TO GET AWAY. I NEED SOME HELP.

Can anyone, someone, help...please?
Can God help me?
Can I help myself.

FUCK.

I need someone to just start my whole life over, someone just put me into a coma...I'm so tired...just so tired...I need to sleep and


HELL HE JUST LOOKED AT ME
SHOOK MY HEAD IN DISGUST I DID.
I HOPE HE...HE...HE FALLS IN LOVE WITH ME SO I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS FUCKED UP SHIT ANYMORE.

I SWEAR I WILL RUN AWAY. SO FAR AWAY THAT NO ONE CAN FIND ME AND I'LL NEVER HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE.

DAMMIT.

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  • Current Residence: Somewhere over the rainbow
  • Interests: Videogames, japanese culture, photography, music
  • Favourite movie: Breakfast at Tiffany's, Slumdog Millionaire
  • Favourite band or musician: Thomas Newman, Coldplay, RED, Muse, Dir En Grey, 3OH!3
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Classical, Hip Hop
  • Favourite artist: HamletMachine (<3)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jenny Nimmo, seriously...she rocks
  • Favourite photographer: RobertDwight
  • Favourite style of art: Anthro, photography, anime
  • Operating System: Windows Vista//Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod classic
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything cool ^ ^;;;
  • Skin of choice: Concave by George Harrison
  • Favourite game: DEVIL MAY CRY!!! Okami, The World Ends With You, FFXIII looks TOO COOL
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3/Wii/Nintendo DS/PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Three Delivery, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Chowder, Flapjack <3 SOUTH PARK!!!1111ONE...one...UNO
  • Personal Quote: "'LOVE IS JUST A WORD!' WELL SO IS...FAT...!!"
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:iconwaruikuroi:
hey thans for all the favs!

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worthless as the sun above clouds.....yeah it suits me
:iconraikoujin:
how the Wednesday thing go?

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I AM NOT A BLOODY POKEMON!
:iconlalune-hime:
Meh, boring XD

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"Let's end it smiling,
That is my small prayer"
:iconraikoujin:
Huh? why boring?

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I AM NOT A BLOODY POKEMON!
:iconthecass:
Thanks for the fav! ^^

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"Why do we fight for the humans? They're a primitive, and violent race."

"Were we so diiferent?"

~ Ironhide & Optimus Prime (2007 Transformers Movie)
:iconmetamorph1971:
Thanks so much for the fave, Im glad you like it

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so many freaks...so little time
:iconraikoujin:
Hello, just running through my friends and watchers list, to see if there's anything new...why? Cause I'm a nice person hehehehe... Nah...just realised if you're from the US, does that mean you've never heard of Michael Buble?

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I AM NOT A BLOODY POKEMON!
:iconlalune-hime:
Ohh goodness, why don't we know each other in real life, you're a real sweetheart. I love Michael Buble, and I'm telling the guy I like that I do like him this Wednesday!! Argggh! How are you!?

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"Let's end it smiling,
That is my small prayer"
:iconraikoujin:
Fine but crowded with work...can't get anything done...why Wednesday, did you like schedule it?

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I AM NOT A BLOODY POKEMON!

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