Philophobia

So I think I need to get it off
You scoff
I think not
Distraught
These emotions are just
Causin' my brain to bust
A little lie
As sweet as pie
But twisted
You insisted
To play this game
And it all became
One emotion
Set into motion
By your smile
It takes a while
For me to regain
Stability again
Knocked of course I am
Finding myself saying "Damn"
At my own stupidity
I've got no validity
When it comes to excuses
I'm the one who refuses
To learn the lesson
My point seems to lessen
When it comes to matter
Of heart break shatter
I toss the pieces
You're the one who releases
My very emotional being
I hope your agreeing
When I say...
"I really like you, is that okay?"